grandpa

empty chair

everyone skirted 
beautifully around 
what was his chair 
choosing the garden seat instead,
brought into the lounge 
for the mourners 
a respectful honouring
of his cosy corner 
his much -loved place

yet she, 
child with the innocent eyes
flung herself freely 
into his space 
for there,
she had only 
ever known his comfort
where, 
she had once rested  
in his embrace 

sitting without thought,
yet with innate 
knowing that 
he,
would gladly have her 
sit where 
he sat

he, 
who loved her much, 
he,
who always called her 
beautiful. 

you flew by

in the old church 
under the trees
your new neighbours
their leaves
as a grand carpet
on that autumn day
I stole one away
to remember
where you would lay

in the old church
on that funeral day
through the tears

it was not candles
nor the cut flowers
it was not the music
nor the words

it was the visit of
that butterfly you sent
who found a way in
who flew by
who even wore black
who stayed with us
just long enough
to comfort our hearts