Redemption Revisited

Sunday dinner

be good, try not to sin 
on no account become angry, try not to
feel guilty that your powers cannot extend
to prevent bad weather, nevertheless
hold off the rain, stop the car from breaking down
and your family with it at whatever cost
keep your little brother and sister happy or a least
quiet when strangers come to your dinner table, pretend
you are happy
smile

born again

I can no longer listen in that beautiful place where I can no longer be 
I once found myself there but she is no longer me

That song sung then is over and done
what now lies before me has already begun

The music that falls between the notes
has brought me from there to here

I waited so long to be born
I long to listen, I can't wait to hear.

stained glass

I sat upright in the pew, constrained in the muted light of stained glass, faded 
colours depicted scenes of stories from distant history while congregation eyes
bore into the back of my obedient bowed head.
Robbed of raw youthful rebellion by the restraint of religion, I pour my new
found freedom into crystals
I have them all
for solar plexus, sacrum, root to crown chakra
I gather quartz, amethyst, tigers eye, red goldstone
sneak out under the watch of the moon to hurl
them at your bedroom window
to wake you up
to get your attention
to stain your glass

revelation

there came a moment with no room for a mediocre response 
when they came to being brave 
again 
faced with limited choices 
To Be Magnificent 
Or Not 
no room for grey
rise to the moment or be sunk by it 

the shift from one musical note to the next 
became the adjacent possible 
an inhabitation of the secret elsewhere 
the first step into another universe 
entering into a revelation 

light of the world

There is nothing new under the sun 
but there are new suns
Original light shattered
into shards that implanted into everything
If you can, seek those in front of you
find the unlit suns
repair the world


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