Portals

Poems are like portals. Someone draws a circle in the air. The circumference fizzes like a sparkler and we cannot look away. Portals draw us in. What lies beyond is in the eyes of the reader, the hearer.

Writing is like waiting for a portal to open up, large enough and long enough to gaze through, step in and encounter what awaits.

In November 2024 a tiny portal opened up for me thanks to a wonderful session run by poet and comedian Kate Fox https://katefoxwriter.wordpress.com/

Unfortuntately since then I have been MIA (Missing In Action), or more accurately, MIW (Missing In Work) and thus curtailed and contained that tiny portal to journal scribbles.

Today another portal has opened up, so with time to peek in, here’s what I found…

on the prompt ‘dormouse’

I take these blades of grass which you believe to have died
withered and be of no further use
or beauty

I gather each one, intertwine them, one over
the other, over
another, until they become a new thing,
a sphere of safety,
home

Eagles nest

Of all the places 
in all the world
you could choose

The lush green trees
with bountiful branches
canopy of leaves

Available to you are
caves of safety or
shores of plenty

Yet you have chosen empty
empty skies
searing rock

Expanse of barren
you set upon this spot
to view your horizon

Scan for every danger
upon this ledge
you built your own manger

To hold your young
feed them tongue to tongue
layers lie beneath

Of time upon time
bedrock of stability
nestle with edges of fragility

A monumental trust of
this monument of stone
which will not fail, you built home.

dear normal

you bore me 
and
you draw me in

I despise you
and
I am beguiled by you

you control me
and
I long to break free

you take liberties
and
give only emptiness back

you fill every space and crevice between us, take all the room, iron out individuality

you flatten our peaks
and
fill our caverns

you are the great plain on which we roam
toward the horizon beyond

inner animal

her inner animal is prowling and longing to be free, 
looking and searching for an opening
too long in her lair, the bedding is sodden - needs changing
she needs changing, needs air

her inner animal wants to step out, see and be seen,
to feel the wind in her fur and taste the mountain dew
to roam, to rest, to find other places to lie, gloriously
exhausted from the chase, curl up to gaze upon the night sky

to awake
to watch the sun rise and set upon
something which is not her life